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The only times Iv really had this phenonmenon is when Iam alone, or it's really late at night and everyones asleep, most of the time in the past it was hard to hear kind of like whispering or sighing sometimes, about 6 or 7 years ago I had my first sentence, well that Im conscious of and I was told, 'one day you will die so get up and get moving' the most recent one was about 4 months ago now and this one was most intense, I was in a meditative state, then my hearing went all fussy out of it I heard Youve forgot why your hear, repeated over and over, when I realised what I was being told I freaked and tryed to get up but my body would not move Im not sure if I was having an out of body experience or if It was being held down to hear this message, My struggle left me exausted and I fell asleep, when I awoke I felt so drained and once again couldnt move my body for some time. Im obviously not accepting my gift very well, and Im getting warnings, so any helpful advice would be appreciated.>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

I'm not experienced enough to give you majorly good advice but bear with me. All I know is that I don't want to be categorized or put into a box such as schizophrenic or whatever because what I hear sometimes turns out to be right. I say it out loud often before they notice, thereby scaring people as well as myself. Thank God I have found someone south or north of my location who will train me Saturday for an hour. I feel enough energy to take the bus today, my shield is working, I feel grounded. I feel stable and happy. I am for once, not overwhelmed by my fear of it in order to not leave the house. I have a gift that might set me apart from others, but its nothing to be afraid of. Too many people actually believe in psychics. I'm not in any position to charge anybody for anything nor will I plan on doing that in my future as an intuitive person. Psychic implies that you work or charge money. This is all based on Wikipedia of course.

I have heard it said "ask yourself if what you hear is for the highest good", so is being held down for your good? Its sounds scary to me. It sounds like you ought to be calling on St. Michael and protecting yourself with white, gold and blue light. (St. Michael's color). I have realized that its okay to be afraid of these things. I'm afraid of everything psychic, having been raised a Catholic. From Ouija boards are bad to you are bad, I have learned the negative side of that faith though I'm sure it works for some people. It happens to simply not work for me. I became pagan because I felt more comfortable with that faith since it just resonates with me in general. Good luck.