hi i'm 22yrs old latin american from nj, now my story begins when i was about 5 or 6 yrs old my family was struggle'n with money so we were living with my sister's aunt (we have different fathers) and all sleep'n in 1 room, there r 3 beds, in the 1st bed layed my sis aunt,in the 2cd bed layed my mom and sis, and in the 3rd bed layed my brother and I, one night we're all sleeping when i woke up in the middle of the night because of the sound of pots fallen as if someone was in the kicthen so i looked around the room and everyone was in bed except for my lil bro he was stand'n at the end of the bed by my feet looking at me while sucking his dumb so i ask jr what r u doin up (jr is my bro name) come back to bed, he didn't even move just kept on looking at me sucking his dumb so i ask again da second time only this time i pat the bed next to me while telling him to go to sleep when i relize that my bro was sleeping right next to me the whole time, when i relized i just froze in place 4 a few seconds then i become afraid so i put my blanket over my face and went back to sleep. but ever since then i cant remember my dreams and the ones i do remember come true but i dont relize that i dreamed it untill its happen it feels like i have'n deshavoo (for exsample not so long ago i dreamed my grandma was in her room with the door closed yelling help me joey i cant see through all this smoke and the door wont open i tried but i felt hopeless like no matter what i do i can't help her, now she's in the hospital with lung cancer) if my dreams r warning y cant i tell untill its to late? . what does this all mean i feel like i'm goin crazy or do i need to get a grip of reality?