Hello, My name is Tony Coston........Recently I had an OOBE so powerful it intrigued me!
I layed upright as usual on my bed, and but not 3 seconds pass, I felt my whole body explode into electric matter!
I remember my spirit screaming to the top of its lungs in pain, but of coarse there was no sound.


I also remember looking through the ceiling, and I felt my spiritual eyes widened to a max level in this extremely powerful experience, of the none I never had before. I was screaming and crying at the top of my lungs. I was being electrified and full of energy the kind of which I can say god posses. I wish you could have felt this. As I plunged in mid air, I felt myself over my body in a cross position.

Then I ran to the bathroom and, I wanted to see myself in the mirror. To my surprise I saw myself, but it was not me anymore.
What I saw, was a person with white deadish flaky looking skin. This skin was not decaying as it was meant for this type of entity.
My inner eyes (iris) were the color of black...jet-black! I could see secular highlights on them like those found in shark eyes.

My teeth were sharp and jagged. The lower half of my jaw was spurring with greenish vomit. Then I became nervous, but not scared.
All this was seen from a vague night light from the far away kitchen.


I ran into the middle of my living room, and saw a figure transformed into my mother and communicated with her. However, my mother was asleep in the next room. I told this image of my mother that I was leaving and to please keep away from me, as I knew what I had become.
Then, I started vomiting green slime all over, I felt it running through my arms as I tried to catch this, from falling onto the rug.
In this state I felt no evil intent, nor did I feel evil around me. Which is odd.


People have always told me they saw demons in me, as a child this made me so sad.
And I was always depressed about this. Once in a dance club in New York ( age 28), I was in a Underground Dance Club.
They were playing underground Trance music, and had an S&M show going on the stage.

A man dressed up as Michael Angelo, led me to the stage in front of everyone, took of my shirt and made me hold a pose
for about five minutes. People were staring and dancing at the same time, and the show was still going on.
Yes..........this was a crazy gay dance club. Then, this guy dressed up as Michael Angelo pulled out a pallet and started to paint my picture on it.
After a couple of minutes more...He ripped out a page from this pallet and showed everyone in the dance club.
When I saw it, it resembled the devil.


This is just one of many incidents I have had.
And even my boyfriend once told me that I had an evil presence always around me.
He eventually broke up with me, and I haven't loved since.
(Yes, I am Gay)


I have had so many people leave me because of this, and you will never now how crushed and sad this has made me feel.
Even jobs, friends,animals,especially dogs at nite, act strange around me.


I am a 3d molder for video games, music producer, model, and full-hearted loving person.
I have never lied to anyone whom I have ever loved and I mean that.
And this still happens to me. At present I only have 15 cents in the bank, because of this bad energy, and I am not ashamed to say this to you.


I had similar experiences with this type of creature looking entities since I was 5 years old.
Mirrors have always been a way, I can see myself in these forms of OOBE.
It hasn't been easy to control this, and I still have physiological traumas of all sort after years of this discovery.

I have been also involved in sexual contact with these things.
I once was in a sexual act with one not by force, but by interest.

I felt its pointy sharp teeth scratching my face, and this entity, realized it was scaring my face where it was sucking on.
It then looked at me, and backed up a little and looked at me again and kind of laughed.
This was not an evil laughter, but laughter in embarrassment.

I suffer from the duality effect big time.
It is when you're conscious and subconscious are co joined.
It is a very ugly feeling because when you awake you are physically, but somehow subconsciously awake around others.
This leads to panic attacks, and hyper ventilations.
I have it under control now.


For example, I have projections where I see myself in the nude at my window in my room,
Then I get up from the floor (I don't sleep in my bed anymore, and yes I am 36 years old)
and walk up to myself and start to fondle myself, just out of curiosity.


Then I see people and continue to have a conversation where we left off, but have no knowledge of whom they are.
I just consciously and subconsciously remember them, just like that of a continuum in space like that of quantum’s.

I have had simple sexual experiences like these only to see myself in quantum moments like a 3d show!

I have seen three of me, in OOBE, at times. This is where sht gets very weird believe me people.


I have had to wake up many times! Before I was actually awake.
I was not in any paralyzed state; I was FULLY awake in a sort of quantum delay in my minds, where I believe my etheric energies become displaced from relaying or relating to three different energies which were all me!
And each of me, needed to be aligned in order for me to awaken FULLY!!!!!!!!!!!


This is what I am aiming to achieve ultimate control in. This is a natural ability that you must be born with.
And..... if you happen to have this be very very very very carefull! Because only chemical brain activity is able to wake you from this sort.

Unlike paralysis, the chemical balance in the brain is also part of the process of waking up the mind physically, like the smell of a barbecue.


They move in quantum delays, I believe this is the imaging process that defines you're reality, like that of a movie projector.
That brings you back to focus in the conscious from the subconscious.
You must be in every image of you're mind in order to continue this footage of images you're mind creates for you.
This is why I believe that the 3d triple me dimension in OOBE, needs to be all in asynchronous alignment together in order to have a successful FULLY awakening. Like that of the moon and earth!

This is why this sht is soooooooo Dangerous!!!, you can stay trapped in this and die because you will not be able to fully react to you're body's physical needs, like going to the bathroom, you can subconsciously do it in astral projection, but the pain will not be relived nor delayed to the physical through the conscious!!!!(Ok am I scaring you??????????)


Since all these experiences, and being skilled in them, I have lost my human sensations awake.
I am antisocial, and only speak to those of this knowledge.
When I go outside fully awake I can see things most people don't.
I can hear people almost thinking out loud.

It has made me dead inside and undertakingly depressed.
Then I get this evil attitude towards humans, and start to hate humans for what they do to each other.
And somehow wish?????

Anyway, with all this knowledge on projection, I have felt that the whole world around me does not exist.
I feel alive and in the middle of God and The Devil.
Almost like a Gemini spirit!


I also have three red dots under my skin on my right hand that forms a triangle.
I have had medical test on them, and they seem of the normal standards.

Sometimes I think I was a demon that chooses to depart from both God and the Devil.
Because I hate them both, and Love them both.
However, I think of them as the governments of this world and that is unfair to humans.
Then I wish I were never born, to have such power-felt experiences that have somehow fried my mind.

If anyone can help me with something I would sure love it.
I don't claim to know all about this realm, but I am afraid I made mistakes into opening my mind too much or maybe it is my divine destiny, or what ever.

The dots on my hands to which I refer to as vertices, I have no knowledge of.
I will also assist.



Thanks Tony Coston