Over the course of my life I have been able to develop a strong sense of precognition. I have over the years come to trust this ability because it hardly ever fails me. When the rare occasion passes that it does fail me I have had experiences that for better or for worse help me grow into the man I am proud to say I am today. That being said my life has brought me to this deliema.

What do you do when you know you are right on the edge of a momentous stupendous changes in life, but view it in a sad dimly manner unable to take joy in it. I look upon my future with pure desire, and happiness for what is to happen next. Experiencing the checkpoints along the way just as I saw them happen in my visions. Which remain a constant reminder of reassurance for me in knowing that my visions are true. To me it feels like watching your favorite movie so many times that you know every thing there is to know about the movie.

That no matter what you watch it, and you can never knock it the movie, or deny that you loved it. After several times seeing it however you may get bored with watching it. Imagine having the power to travel back in time, and have the ability to tweak your favorite film while they were still writing the script for it. Changing your favorite films even slightly could have drastic effects in both positive, and negative fasions. After discovering this you then decide its best not to change it.

What do you do to keep the motivation, and excitement of feeling like you are experiencing it for the first time?
More importantly what do you do when you feel life has everything to offer you, but you feel satisfied with seeing it without the motivation to experience it all the way through?

I may seem like Im babbling. Im just a happy guy who can see the good that the future brings who also forgot how to take joy, and have fun experiencing living it. If anyone can understand what I am saying, and can give me a little advice please feel free to share your thoughts with me. Thank you, and have a great evening.